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FUN IN THE SUN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-11T17:13:49Z

everything is awesome. so awesome i cant even update my livejournal! wednesday was fun in the sun day. benjamin, ben abott, stef, and i all had the day off. we decided that we would all go buy new bathing suits and proceed to head up to the beach. at target we also bought a 2 gallon cooler and THEN filled it with a gallon of delicious berry drink and a bottle of rasberry vodka. we all laid at the beach and got wasted and sunburnt. eventually the well ran dry so stef and ben went to get more alcohol while me and ben laid drunk on the beach. they returned an hour later with 2 gallons of berry drink and a handle of vodka. then the thunderstorms rolled in. we fled for the cars and because we were a little tipsy, we decided getting a motel room would be amazing. we went to the beachway and rented the most horrific room EVER. the rest of the night was filled with amusing antics and swimming and more beer runs and AMBRY!!!!!!! THE COOLEST BAND EVER!!!!! there were bugs everywhere so we decided to fuck the system and get our money back. stef got into a fight with the desk guy and he told her to shut up. ben apssed out for 2 hours and missed everything. abbot drove back at 5 because he lost his keys. bena nd i got home and bens dad was up for work and eatign a bowl of icecream (?!) you are all so jealous that you didnt have fun in the sun day and if you did it was nowhere near as FUNNY NOR SUNNY as ours. we rule.

pahhty dood.

2004-05-29T17:09:51Z

tonight there will be a huge party in methuen. everyone must go. 313 merrimack st. methuen ma. 01844. MAPQUEST THAT SHIT AND SHOW UP. bring booze and friends. there will be beer pong, drinks that can be lit on fire, and michael jackson albums. ok bye.

shake ya bum bumah.

2004-04-01T18:06:52Z

so bad news for today... every time things seem like theyre getting better, it just shits the bed. brand new is sold out and i really wanted to go. im going to try and finagle my way in anyways because i love them. lately ive been coming home every morning after ben goes to work and me and my mom watch who wants to be a millionaire and bitch about our lives. i love my mom. then i go to bens after he gets out of work and we hang out. i love my ben. i have to work tonight and im not especially looking forward to it. i got offered a full time job at a watch place and apparently the position has been filled within 2 days of the guy "trying to get ahold of me". i do have a job interview tomorrow at 4 though. im pretty excited about it because its a small tanning place in my town and mostly id just be cleaning the beds and getting tan. maybe some skin cancer, but theres a price to pay for everything. and i could also get a job at a kennel getting paid 11 bucks an hour but i dont like touching dog food, cat food, or dog crap. i guess im a baby. today is more so a day where i just want to curl up in bed and drink coffee and smoke a ton of cigarettes. i saw starsky and hutch last night and i give it a billion stars. i love ben stiller and will farrell. i think they are the funniest dudes ever. i also saw jerseygirl the night before and i thought it was really good. jennifer lopez dies at the very beginning and i was surprisingly sad. but then ag ain ben was drunk and elbowing me every three minutes then flashing me DRUNK SMILE so who could be sad with that. now i need to go and shower before work... but who knows.. i might just be going in to get fired. should i shower just to be fired?

whats up 61 degreeeees.

2004-03-01T19:19:34Z

so last night was pretty decent for a Sunday. got pretty fucking high and drank a few naddddyyy ices with some hilarious kids.
its so fucking nice out today! and i have to work at 4. thummmbbbsss down. whatever though... im getting paid and getting caught up with my bills and soon enough ill be able to buy amazing things again for ben and myself. im getting so sick of school and i have a really bad feeling about the fact that i never want to go again. i just want to move to boston and get shit done. now i have to go to work and rock the shoe scene. LEIGH! CALL MY CELLPHONE. <333333333

i am thinking its a sign, that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images, and when we kiss they're perfectly alligned.

2004-02-26T19:35:30Z

so yeah... i haven't updated this shit in quite some time, but considering i have nothing else to do at this moment... im gonna! lately ive just been hanging out with friends, going to a couple parties and seeing people i enjoy seeing. i got a new job at journeys in the natick mall. i dont hate it but i do a lot of work which im not used to. i laced so many shoes yesterday that my fingers were bleeding. ive been seeing a lot of my favorite people lately and its awesome. although i have seen a few people im not TOO fond of, but i make the best of it. i guess to every good, there is a bad. i still hate school more than anything, but i make the best of that too. im in the process of growing my hair out and its a pain in the ass. i just want it to be very long. ive become slightly infatuated with sex and the city and want to buy all the seasons on dvd. i want all of carrie's clothes, including all of her manolo blahniks and jimmy choos. she gets to keep everything she wants from that show because its IN HER CONTRACT. must be nice. hmm. i need to go shopping soon. i can hear french connection calling my name. also, i need to check out the new louis vuitton store at copley. today is my moms birthday and she told me i could stay home from school. we went out to lunch and it was nice, although i have an extreme hangover and feel like shit. im probably going to go clean out my car because i cant stand it anymore. i need to wash it too because its filthy. that oughtta take me 6 hours. peace out livejournal, i hate you.

shonka tonk

2004-01-15T01:00:55Z

this is katinka updating falons lj. she is a very busy girl and doesnt get to update too often. falon had a job at the mall working at some video game cart but the other day a man came up and stole everything from the cart so she is in the process of looking for a new job as we speak. i just want to say i love my lenny sooo much. everyone who reads this leave falon a comment telling her how great she is and everything you loooove about her. thats all for now. <33

missyourkiss @ 2003-11-22T18:20:00

2003-11-22T23:25:55Z

oh livejournal its been so long...
everything since halloween has been good. i no longer am employed by dsw shoe warehouse due to the dropped lantern but i do have a job interview at a daycare which would be amazing. i need to get out of this rut of laziness. i need to get back to how i was.... perhaps reestablish some work ethic. i miss having 3 jobs and not enough time to think. i miss having money. today i didn't really do anything today was a thinking day. i really dont know if there are many "true friends" out there. i know i have a few and they know who they are but i would never want them to say shit about me behind my back. i would never want to be the joke at a party. and i would especially not want them to call me THEIR friend after doing all of that. i guess we were all brought up differently. wow... that was fucking profound. now im going to be less profound and go get drunk because in my life... everyday is a weekend. leigh and amanda are in new york and i miss them. Friday cant come soon enough<33333

halloweeeeeeen.

2003-11-02T03:25:17Z

i got sent home early from work. didn't go to spooky world but instead went costume shopping with joshua, stef, john, and lissa. fishnets, a black dickies dress, knee high lace up boots, aviator glasses, and handcuffs worked out. watch out for arrests. joshua was scary and so was his erection. we went to dougs in manchester. nikki wasnt there and i wish she was so bad. everyone looked cute in their costumes. i love jager. i love 40's. i love THE DOCTOR. i had fun last night. got pretttttty so very drunk. i got home at 5:30am. then today earlier, i went to June murrays wedding reception. she is my former world cultures/civics teacher. she gave me beer and i drank with a ton of my old teachers. it was so weird. then i had to go to work. and it was terrible. now im gonna go get drunk all over again! woo! <33333333

nothing works like a delta faucet.

2003-10-26T17:58:39Z

last night was fun... saw scary movie 3 with my girls and then went to the murrays and drank with stef. there were tons of new kids there. i enjoyed them. i start my new job tomorrow and im pretty excited. well not really but ill make tons of money and its something to do. i get out at like 11ish every night this week. sucks. woke up this morning coughing up blood. i think i have bronchitis... again. work today, then hanging out with justin i think. now its time to shower.

missyourkiss @ 2003-10-24T12:27:00

2003-10-24T16:43:18Z

yesterday was pretty amazing. went to school and got the best parking spot. smoked and hung out with eric. aced my midterm. won on some scratch tickets. went home. got a cellphone. went to see gilly. i dressed up and looked like a hooker. went to atoms halloween party. went to DIDDY'S. got drunk. walked around. saw some kids i went to high school with. some some boys i knew from the band rooms. went to roberts. went home. fell asleep. now i go in to fill papaerwork out for my new job today. im going to have money again! eh... shower time. i have to wash diddy's off of me. whoever is carving pumpkins tonight, ill see you there! <3

missyourkiss @ 2003-10-23T15:10:00

2003-10-23T19:25:45Z

i have two tickets to spooky world for this Friday or Saturday. if anyone wants to buy them, theyre yours for 30 bucks (for both). they were way more than that so consider this a deal. comment or im me. <3

missyourkiss @ 2003-10-23T08:57:00

2003-10-23T13:13:26Z

its snowing. i wish you were here to see it with me.

midterms today. new cell phone today. ghetto party at framingham state today? halloween party at fitchburg today.

missyourkiss @ 2003-10-22T02:37:00

2003-10-22T06:52:44Z

DRUNNNNNNKKKKKKK. TEQUILLLAAAA JOOHHHHNNN.. JACK DANIELSSSSSS. WIIIIIINNNNEEEE. HALLOOOWEEEEENNNN. SPOOOOOKY. nite. <3333

missyourkiss @ 2003-10-21T11:22:00

2003-10-21T15:40:11Z

saw duggles yesterday. we had a "lets do drugs" photo shoot. went to ryans. ryan is the most amazing person ever. went to boston. tried to consume food at buddahs thank to the boys (considering im broke) went back to ryans. drank myself into oblivion. laughed and talked. took a walk. something with pumpkins. mr. giggles<3 got to see justin. had a rave. tried to go home. couldnt make it, as much as i wanted to. wanted to sleep at the chelmsford rest stop. peed at the chelmsford rest stop. called ben with the last of my money. puked at the loop. ben rescued me. pass out. woke up. now school. tons of shit going on tonight. might go to a large party at adams so i can see gillian. might go to see john at school. hes been promising me jager for like 2 months. might go to connecticut with melissa. might go visit chabot up at school. might go to 80's night. might go to cathy's. wherever i go, i shall drink! time for school. PEACE.
ps: thanks for the roses<3333333

for you i'd bleed myself dry.

2003-10-19T15:23:05Z

today is the first morning in a very long time that ive woken up and immediately thought of how i was getting more booze. saw the lowell lockmonsters last night.hockey and friends make me happy. rosemary, sexual, and 8 cup made it all the more amusing. watched some street hockey and drank myself silly in hopes that i would pass out and sleep through the night to set my mind at ease for the time being.. saw the fountain and had to pee. drove to hoyts trying to meet up with stef and cathy but missed them. had to ask the movie theater usher if i could have change and that's not so easy to do when youre drunk. i just wanted to call you. i just couldn't drive home. i decided to drive home alone and made it ok. passed out in my underwear. i honestly thought i would wake up to you sometime in the middle of the night. but instead, my dreams of you made it all the worse.. i thought the booze would aid me until at least noon but i woke up several times, completely alone and very cold. i dont know what to do now. please call. or come over. i would love a hug.

put louis vuitton bras all over your BREASTS!

2003-10-12T18:33:43Z

i have to work soon. and i dont want to. i hate a lot of things lately. i hate the rain because it makes me sad. at least ben and i got to get coffee before i drove home in this miserable weather. i miss my friends. i miss feeling wanted around. i feel like no matter what i do, im always doing something wrong. hopefully this week i will get to go down and get wasted with gillian. dance parties are go! i got my paycheck in the mail today. i have to take a shower and go to work. i feel fucking miserable. i want to curl up into a ball. me and ben peed behind a dumpster last night.

fuuuuuuucckkkk.

cowboy up!

2003-10-09T15:19:45Z

im doing my part to support the boys today. i've got a red sox tittie shirt! sometimes you cant help but get caught up in all the hoopla. i hope to watch the game this evening with benjamin and maybe some others. is anything going on? get in ta ta ta touch! school time. pffft.

HUM-DIZZLE!

2003-10-06T19:35:02Z

my life lately has been good. spending time with ben. spending time with my friends. spent two night at kris's apartment hanging out and drinking. i burnt my hand last night making ben and i cup-o-noodles. it hurt so much that i kept ice on it for like 4 hours. i woke up in a pool of moisture. i took my nana to the doctors this morning and she gave me $10 for coffee. i then spent some quality time with my mom. she had to go to the doctors too, and when she was leaving some man was trying to steal our pool filter. she chased him back to his car. i need to take a shower but i only have one functional hand (due to the burn). i need to finish my homework as well. tomorrow is school... then GIVE UP THE GHOST with gus and benjamin. now i take care of all of the shit i have to do so i can go see my love! peace out.

missyourkiss @ 2003-10-02T16:01:00

2003-10-02T20:16:27Z

im watching the red sox game. my dad has a friend over. i just got home from school. school ruled today. i went late, but in my second class we got a list of words and we have to say if we believe in that specific word and why. one of the words was ecstasy. my teacher then said "you can interpret it any way. you can think HAPPINESS AND BLISS, or you can think I'll take six hits before i go to the club and wave my glowstick around" i laughed so hard. i like that class. i'm the only one who really talks and after i say anything he always says "thank you dear". i have to write 2 papers and i have a test on Tuesday. i went to 80s night this past Tuesday. it was great seeing stef and lissa, and john, billy, and rich. i miss my friends a ton. now im going to go clean my room up, and shower but i dont have any definite plans for this evening so if you would like to hang out, feel free to call my house. i'll be around. <3333

missyourkiss @ 2003-09-23T03:23:00

2003-09-23T07:39:36Z

i get really frustrated with myself sometimes. i pretend like everything is going well... when i really dont do much at all. i miss working constantly. i miss having tons of money. i wish i could financially support myself. i want to pay my bills on time. i want to live in an apartment with ben and joey. i want to cook them dinner every night and buy them booze. i want us to chip in for video games and dvd's. i want to grocery shop with them. i want to have to go to work every morning at 9 and be out by 5 with weekends off. i want to do well in school. im so whiney. i want, i want, i want. time to start improvements.
in other news, i saw my friend becca tonight. shes from england and i havent seen her in 2 years. shes visiting for a week and its fucking amazing.
80's nite tomorrow. i hope i can get some money. i want to get WHHHASTED. i want to dance with my boyfriend and laugh. i want to have fun. i want joey, ben a., and gus, to go. i want the murrays in attendance. gillian too. i want to see my friends. here i go again with the "i wants."
now i WANT sleep and im getting it. 80s nite tomorrow. go.. please?

missyourkiss @ 2003-09-16T15:37:00

2003-09-16T19:51:33Z

its nights like last night that im reminded how lucky i really am. i am so in love and im so happy its fucking amazing. thank you so much. <3333 in other news! i might be getting a job at my old elementary school as a teaching assistant! i could get some extra cash AND som college credits! 80s night tonight. get drunk and SHAKE THAT AZZ,

im sinking like a stone in the sea. im burning like a bridge for your body.

2003-09-15T03:46:28Z

so ive spent the past week or so doing things i love. such as hanging out with ben. getting wasted. seeing duggan. punching people. sleeping. things like that. ive also been doing some stuff i dont love... like being sick. and going to school. and not working. ive sunken into poverty. i used to have so much money all the time. now... i have to make decisions such as food or cigarettes.... coffee or cigarettes.... gas or cigarettes.... its really taught me how to spread my money as thin as it will go. finding a dollar in a pair of jeans i havent worn in sometime is the highlight of my day. im gonna go get a job thingie tomorrow though so ill be back to carelessly pissing through cash in no time! oh i cant wait. and im resorting to returning bottles and cans tomorrow... maybe ill be able to make 10 or 15 bucks out of it. also... since im a dedicated girl scout, the patriots trail girl scout council is paying my college tuition! i miss my friends so much... and im hopefully seeing some THIS WEEK! hoooray!

where the hood at?!

2003-09-04T05:07:02Z

today was great. i slept late at bens then went to the grocery store. to buy stuff for burritos. got home and took a shower and cook said burritos. alas... plans got cancelled and there was a poor burritto meal gone to wastes. i should stop trying to surprise people, it never works out. then i went to druggans and we had loads of fun driving to lowell and fucking with people. wandering around westford drunk by foot. the puke. the scary road. jesus to moses. coincidentally ran into jeff dundas. rain started. sucked. smoked plus. then went to on the run. i love duggan so much. one of the best kids EVER. now i am HOME. school tomorrow. NEW BACKPACK TODAY. sleep RIGHT FUCKING NOW.

the holy salami!?

2003-09-01T04:12:08Z

so i worked today at the hospital. other than the regular stalker and a new stalker, it was pretty boring. i read tons of magazines and bought some new ones. i drank cups and cups of coffee, and smoked cigarettes. i talked on the phone for a really long time.. if you were one of the people i talked to, thanks for the entertainment. i like getting paid 10 bucks an hour to do all this. i got out a bit early and it smells like fall tonight.the smell brings back memories i forgot about. as i drove home with the windows down, i remembered bits and pieces. bits and pieces i haven't thought about for a long, long time. i got all nostalgic. i miss a lot of things. sometimes i wonder what would happen if i did things differently... even just a few little things. i don't think id be where i am now. i'm glad everything turned out this way though. i start school soon and i hate that idea. hopefully I'll make some friends this semester. Jim going to try not to be so snobby and Jim going to work on my default face. maybe I'll even give some girls a chance instead of deciding they suck before i talk to them. who knows. i need to work on a lot of stuff. i want to move far away. time for sleep.

nope.

2003-08-28T14:39:52Z

so i've been sitting here staring at a bunch of pills for an hour.. im supossed to take em all but i just cant bring myself to do it. im not sure i can do all this right now. back to sleep.